It's time for a new account. I'll post the new name when I'm done making it.

I feel like shit... my whole goddamn body hurts and I have a sore throat, a fever, and glassy-eyes. I dunno if the sore throat is part of my flu or if it's from smoking 4 cigars in a row saturday night lol.. (that was very stupid yes I know) but ughhh... I miss Di... oh and about the fight: it didn't happen because he was being stupid and kept calling more of his friends and I finally said "you know what? if you wanted to fight, you would have done it yesterday when you called me out you coward." and called it off. So now if he says anything like "Maxx is a pussy! He backed down" or some shit like that I'm getting right up in his face and saying "listen you're the one who grabbed like 8 guys to take me down so shut the fuck up. if you wanna go we'll go right now." and if he backs down, great. But if not, then I'll kick his ass. I'm probably not gonna be at school tommorrow (obviously) but yeah... ughh.... kill me now.


Peace/Love

MaxX

PS: I hereby curse all with my disease!!!!!!!

I'm ready. If anything happens, then I might not be on DA for a while... today's gonna be a long, long day. Wish me the best of luck because I've never been in this situation before. I'll tell you guys the whole story when it's over. It's no use posting comments like "plz don't do it MaxX" because if it happens, it happens today and I'm leaving in 10 minutes. So to those of you that go to burroughs, see you all there.

i feel so wierd. i'm so light-headed today, and i had this really disturbing nightmare last night that just keeps coming back to me. i can't get it out of my head. my dreams have been scaring me lately.

is fucking stuffed. and i don't want to dope myself up and that robitussin shit. i dont' know how some people get high on that crap. i gag on one fucking gulp of that stuff. i remember though it was funny, last year in first period i was so fucked up and i had no idea why but it was cause i took my ADD meds and robitussin and they reacted with one another and it was so wierd. i wasn't even tripping, though, i was just dizzy as hell. much love